JESS

New England State of mind

I miss you…

2 years ago Saturday I got a call that changed my life forever. My sister in New York called me to inform me that my step-father had passed the night before. Me being in Oklahoma at the time I felt unbelievably powerless and so alone. The man who raised me from a child and took me when he didn’t have to was gone forever. Before I could even tell him how much I loved him and appreciated everything he did for me. I was able to catch a flight back to New York a day too late. I had missed the funeral and was never able to truly say goodbye to him. It will forever eat at my head and heart till the day I die. Please, if you still have your mother and father, tell them you love them everyday and never let them think for a second that you don’t appreciate them. One day, they won’t be here to listen to your I love you’s. One day you will regret all the harsh things you say about them. Appreciate everything they do for you even if it’s a little bit. I don’t normally talk about my personal problems because I feel extremely selfish and needy but I felt like venting on tumblr would help a little? Even for a few minutes. Thank you for listening

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